
Stray-Memory
Wednesday, 19 March 2014
Zhao Bandi: Pandaman

Tuesday, 18 March 2014
Life as a photographer...
Lately I have noticed that there's a sudden messiness in my life and many others can relate to me as well. I noticed this when I found a pizza crust under my pillow. Now pizza is a regular part of my food system and my belly is happy as well but that pizza crust wasn't my usual home cooked; it was a filled crust from Dominos and I digested that 4 days ago. This amused, surprised and disgusted me all at same time. I held that pizza crust and stared deep into it's cheese filling and started remembering how my life was a year ago. My mom worked as a private tutor, lecturer, headmaster and finally she's doing nursing; and my dad... well haven't seen much of him but he's a doctor. In addition, they're Asian parents and this pretty much summarises how strict and administered I was as a child. I remembered folding my own clothes after coming from school, making bed before going to school, doing my own dishes and having a constant good healthy diet. Only freedom and roughness I would enjoy was in school which reflected on my bad grades and probably torn clothings once every two months. Although I had strict parents and outlined lifestyle, I noticed that my parents slowly let me loose realizing I was heading towards photography and not sciencey stuff. And now that finally broke free from the nest and living on my own, I can see how much mess I can create. On the other hand, I also know where all my things are and will find almost anything at anytime by flicking through hundreds of papers and photos and pizza boxes. Anyway, not sure where I was going with this but if you feel same as me then smile. Now stop smiling coz someone is always watching you.
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